|My awesome gallery of stuffs|
Remember Everything.I remember the first time we said I love you, not “hahaha I love you” or “that’s why I love you” but “I love you”, not a part of each other not a certain quality, but that we unequivocally love each other as whole.Remember Everything. by Blade-M
I remember the day I flew out, I was so scared you wouldn’t like me in person that I almost missed my flight on purpose.
I remember when I first saw you at the airport, my palms were sweating and I was so nervous I thought I was going to hyperventilate.
I remember when we hugged and the instant feeling of safety, I knew right then we were meant to be.
I remember our first kiss at the traffic lights, I didn’t kiss you at the airport because I smoked just before I left and hadn’t been able to brush my teeth for like 18 hours and I wanted it to be perfect.
I remember leaning over, saying “hey” and putting my hand on your cheek as I kissed you. It wasn’t the perfect kiss I’d wanted to give you bu
California DreamsI sit here bleeding from my heart.California Dreams by Blade-M
I sit here while I fall apart.
I’m shattered I’m broken.
So many words left unspoken.
Did way too many things that I shouldn’t.
Promised too many things that I couldn’t.
I broke you down over time.
I thought we would be just fine.
Broken hearts and broken promises.
This darkness feels so ominous.
I never meant to be a burden.
Fate has drawn the final curtain.
You’re gone, you’re not mine.
I was wrong, things weren’t fine.
I wish I could go back to the start.
I wish I could unbreak your heart.
I see the sadness in your eyes.
I see the hatred for my lies.
I couldn’t tell you what I meant.
Straight words just end up bent.
I cut out my heart still beating.
I sit here and I’m still bleeding.
I hurt you time and time again.
I broke the things I couldn’t mend.
I see it in your face.
The things I can’t erase.
I see the things that I did wrong.
I feel the sadness in our song.
I see the accidents
AmewesingYou are everything I thought I never wanted in a partner.Amewesing by Blade-M
Who'd have thought the things I'd actively tried to avoid would be the only thing I want/need.
You are perfect in every single way. You make me laugh when I want to cry.
You let me sleep... no you helped me sleep.
You make me feel safe, almost like I could do no wrong.
Even when you see the worst in me, you don't see it as a flaw.
I know no matter what you will continue to love me and I will continue to love you.
I love getting lost in your eyes. It's honestly one of my favourite things to do.
Your arms feel like home and no matter where in the world we would be, I'd always be home with you.
The warmth I feel inside from your smile is amazing.
The fact I still get butterflies every time you tell me that you love me, more so when I get to "hear" it.
The familiarity as my hands explored your body made it feel almost as if it were my own.
The way it feels like I'm getting to know you again, not as though it was the first time.
|My awesome gallery of stuffs|
Current Residence: Hell, Canberra, Australia
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Favourite genre of music: little known anythin, rock, techno, rap, what evs
Operating System: Vista (now Windows 8 D: )
MP3 player of choice: My iPhone
Shell of choice: lobster
Wallpaper of choice: my own one
Skin of choice: The one around my muscles
Personal Quote: dont try and imitate what you cant comprehend