Blade-M

I remember the first time we said I love you, not “hahaha I love you” or “that’s why I love you” but “I love you”, not a part of each other not a certain quality, but that we unequivocally love each other as whole. I remember the day I flew out, I was so scared you wouldn’t like me in person that I almost missed my flight on purpose. I remember when I first saw you at the airport, my palms were sweating and I was so nervous I thought I was going to hyperventilate. I remember when we hugged and the instant feeling of safety, I knew right then we were meant to be. I remember our first kiss at

I sit here bleeding from my heart. I sit here while I fall apart. I’m shattered I’m broken. So many words left unspoken. Did way too many things that I shouldn’t. Promised too many things that I couldn’t. I broke you down over time. I thought we would be just fine. Broken hearts and broken promises. This darkness feels so ominous. I never meant to be a burden. Fate has drawn the final curtain. You’re gone, you’re not mine. I was wrong, things weren’t fine. I wish I could go back to the start. I wish I could unbreak your heart. I see the sadness in your eyes. I see the hatred for my li

You are everything I thought I never wanted in a partner. Who'd have thought the things I'd actively tried to avoid would be the only thing I want/need. You are perfect in every single way. You make me laugh when I want to cry. You let me sleep... no you helped me sleep. You make me feel safe, almost like I could do no wrong. Even when you see the worst in me, you don't see it as a flaw. I know no matter what you will continue to love me and I will continue to love you. I love getting lost in your eyes. It's honestly one of my favourite things to do. Your arms feel like home and no matter where in the world we would be, I'd always be home wi